My boys in the New Year....

Im in the change...

I have traded White Mocha's, to drinking icy diet cokes...

I have traded working out, for eating candy and french fries..

I have changed yoga, for working at the Gap...

Can you see that most of these changes are for the worst!

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Since getting a job over Christmas,

and now keeping that Christmas job... for my new part time job...

{which in a way has liberated me a bit. I was always relying on my ex-husband to take care of all the bills and things going on here, and since November, it has been up to me, and if I do say so myself, it feels great to pay my own bills, and buy my own things, and take care of things for me and the boys, with out his help} I have done it all myself!

I'm proud of myself for that!!

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All this time taking care of the boys, and Christmas and things going on, I have put myself to the back burner.

I have given up on the gym, I have given up on keeping up myself a bit!

This week is my turnaround!

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The change in my White Mocha's was a good choice..

Starbucks has upped the price of those babies to $5.18.. this single mom just cant spend that anymore.

Also, about 2 years ago, when Starbucks upped the price, my sister and I looked at each other and made a pact that we would stop drinking the White Mocha's, if they ever got over $5...

that time has come!

On a positive note, that is 400 less calories, and $5 more in my pocket EACH day!

As for letting myself get to be a ... "fuller" me...

I'm on to the change!

I'm starting back up at the gym again on Wednesday!

Hooray!

I must remember there is only 50 days until Spring Break... EEEeeek!

And Summer is just around the corner!

I need to feel better about me in a swimsuit this year!

As I say, most years... this is the year?!?!

WE WILL SEE!

One more note.. this year.. I need to make more time for myself to be a single lady!

Not date, because like I have said in the past, that messes up everything... Not even interested in dating again until the boys are at least 18! {ha ha}

...but time for myself to see my girlfriends, hang out, and become creative again and find things that interest me!!